Feelings.....!!!!

I am lost wandering off to the other side, I hoped you could save me but you are lost in your own fight
I have fears of losing this time , fears that I might never be able to recover this
I know that this time a part of me that believed in you would die
a part I don't want to lose, a part that now seems never existed
I thought I could work on it , I thought i could align to the way
but all i know that I m lost, lost in the very fear of losing
I try to breathe the air comes still
I try to  hope that you will come around but you never do
I try to tell you that this is wrong, but the fear comes better off me
I don't know what to do anymore
everything  do unravels so fast that I don't even have time to figure things out
I feel suffocated as if air has been sucked out of my lungs
I feel confused
I feel numb
and after a time I wont be around anymore
cause when you realize you are not needed at a place
you pack up and you move
move to a place where maybe you stop feeling about anything