wondering why it went wrong , contemplating words people say to one another , the blames they put
the drama they create
the day when you cry with all the hurt and it ceases to matter anymore
the day you smile because that is a mask you'll put for long
the day when trust is broken by accusing you of breaking it
the day the petty issues are seen from the entire different perspective that is
you grovel , u stare , u try to apologize
for what you know not because you know your heart is clean
you never mean to hurt , you just never gave it importance
u were not hiding you thought it didn't matter now
and yet to try to give an explanation
knowing nothing would make a difference it was a decision long taken
a reason was looked just to dessert you
and the things you are blamed of
the people u are associated with are not even around you
all you look for is an end
to what you know not
you try to make ammends
not realising it was you who is insulted either way
u r blamed of making other person lose trust in you
and yet your own self is derogated
and still you stand looking down the road
in a hope you'll work things out
when all you have to do is just be the old you
locked n conceited
not vulnerable
not attached
the one who never cared the one who never cried
the one who had self respect
one who is human
and is allowed to breathe
