lookin for that closed door

The closed door , still there out somewhere
someplace i don't want to be near
The place i know i would see the true me
and that alone is my fear

Where do i stand , when i look for it
is finding it my sole aim
because i know , its not an arch to heaven
things around me would be just the same

And when i find it for all i know
i'd be adding locks n chain
for it would be the real me that i'd show
that is a feeling that would surpass any pain